is that you double up in two..

i read this in a book yesterday, and it hasn’t left my mind since

things are racing through my mind at a 100 miles per second. one second i want write a blog post, the next i want to watch a movie, the third i’m contemplating the meaning of life and the fourth wondering how i’m gonna pull of a sales meeting. it’s pretty normal i guess, but the only thing is…

it’s infuriating!

eventually, i manage to get nothing done. multi-tasking i deduce, is not my forte.

lately, there’s been an edge in my voice, in my actions and even in my thoughts. i think it’s stress.. stress of not knowing what’s going to happen next and the stress of not being able to figure out what happened yesterday (no, nothing happened yesterday per se, i use the term more loosely). i’ve also discovered that i’m not good at handling stress at the moment… one of the things i need to work on.

lots of little sayings, from books, tv, and movies are making sense to me… hitting hard and right at home. while they’re not the preferred learning method, i’ve seen that if you can get the context out of them, it’s really very effective way to get points across.

also, story telling has started to become a new passion for me. both, the art and science of it. need to find ways to make it a part of who i am to become..

that’s it, exaggerated, generalized and plain pointless… that’s kind of what i feel like right now.