they say certain things you are just guided towards. that an unseen force often plays a more vital role in a person’s life than we would like to believe…

a series of actions, some good and some bad, lead up to a decision and a consequence, and no matter how much i try to control the outcome, somethings just happen to be.

makes you wonder whether you really are in control of your life afterall? 

reading through a few things lately, i happened upon a narrative that starts off with how things are sometimes stated to be fate and that things happen for unknown reasons and we tend to eventually live by it. what’s remarkable (as in why i am recalling it here) is how that narrative then turned into the exact anti-thesis of the above argument, concluding that things do not happen for unknown reasons. the author pointed out that causality had much more a part to play in the happenings around us, that each action was the consequence of a finite set of prior actions and would serve as the basis for the up-coming ones. cause and effect, as simple as that.

how cold science makes the world look no? the author was commenting on chaos theory and that’s where he evetually took his narrative, though he lost me in the process…

so coming back to where my post is heading, before i loose you. 

it turns out, that i may possess a certain distinction afterall. for years, i didn’t want to accept it. it was something handed down via a seperate line, i wasn’t part of that lineage, so it couldn’t possibly be me. 

only, it turns out.. it is. 

and it’s awakening…

looks like i’m in for the ride of my life here! 

lost you yet???