In the end it all comes to just one thing, you and me….

Came across this video on youtube recently, and it’s resonating a lot with me. Over the last couple of years, i’ve managed to alienate quite a few people from my life. Better or worse, my only excuse… i’m not perfect, just human.

Yes i’m human!!!! i get angry and i throw fits and i say things which i don’t mean… sometimes it gets really bad, but that’s also part of who i am?! why can’t they accept me in that too? Accepting the loving, caring and devoted side of me isn’t a problem? then why not the complete me?

Someone recently asked me whether i was an easy person to live with.

My answer.. no, i’m not.The thing is, even though i very simple demands from my partner, they’re not that easy to fulfill. All i ever wanted was someone who’d accept me for all that i am, make me want to be a better person because of them, who would accept the fact that i respect my parents above all else and share that respect.

I’ve got my good days, and i’ve got my bad days, but does mean i’m not fit to be with? Does that mean you leave and never look back?

I hate what i’ve become… What’s worse is, i still believe in us.